~somethin' buggin my head~


  

~self monolog~ 


       i know u've been tryin so hard to be professional asma.. n i know u've been leashing ur guts to tell people the truth about how u feel..come on asma..she is ur friend why can't u just help her to mould herself..she has been thru a lot..the thing is..how can i mould her sedangkan diri ak tidak perfect..i can't bear with her anymore..she is sooo into herself (perasan) n she talks a lot..a person who talks a lot..it's like an empty can that produces a loud sounds..


      please don't be hypocrite!..all my life i never expect i would actually met someone like her..all my life i am always with a typical nice girl..wait, she's nice..it's just dat i can't bear with her characteristics?..yeah..mybe..one of my friends gave me an advice.."asma, why don't u take ur time off for a while by not seeing her for a few days..u noe..to make ur self energized back.."..yeap dat was what i actually tried..but..i'm so protective over my friend here..she has a lot of problems n i can't just run away..

    
 ~for her even i noe she won't know~






        she has been ostracized by her own cliques that is the most awful thing ever happen to her life, n the reason why they're avoiding her is because of her "characteristics"..so obsessive with herself, always talks about boys which is soo boring coz she always repeats it again n again..n always talks about her family..helloooo!..i noe u love ur family n i luv mine too..but shut the hell up..it's not dat i dunno about u..hello!..i noe u!..n stop telling the same story everytime i hang out with u everyday..sometimes..i enjoy myself sooo much when u r quite..listen friend!..i dun wanna be ur enemy I WANNA BE UR FRIEND..but..everyone has their own limit..can u understand me? n one more..jgn la perasan sgt yg kaw tu rapat sgt dgn lelaki..u dun even mean so much for them pown..plezzz lah..

P/S : seriously i wanna be ur friend well who doesn't?..i wanna be ur best one..i wanna be the one who can share evrything..coz ur sweet baek hati..generous..the sweetest thing on earth n people often think dat we're twin..so i'm glad to be ur partner..n i'm glad i can help u to forget ur problems..wanna noe why?..coz i am protective over u..sometimes i might be soo harsh..but this is me?..i'm not like dat "girl" who looks soo sweet but....eventually turn out to be damn rude n stupid..(if u noe to whom i am referring to)..fren..i know who is right n who is wrong..n i'm with u bcoz i noe u're not wrong..they treat u the wrong way..they're only b*tchin around...i mean.."she" is only b*tchin' around.fullstop.


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