wake up call





banyak benda aku dah blaja sejak 2 3 minggu nih..
semuanya angkara test histology pgi tdi.
thank you allah bcoz U make me realize now.
tgok ayuni jwb dgn semangat
kepale die sikit pown x menoleh ke arah laen..
khusyuk die jwb soklan2 histo
arrrgggghhh!!! malunye ak dgn diri sdiri!!!
soklan senang pown x leh jwb

ak ade jgak jengah2 jwpn diorang tdi...
uwaaaaaaaaa..ayuni memang mntp
knape ak ckp psl ayuni je nih..
sbb die dudok sblh ak..
xkn ak nk nyibuk jengah jwpn bdak2 yg ddok jauh ngan ak.

sblh kanan ak ..
tgok jwpn die..sme r lebey kurang cam ak..
segannye ak!!..
soklan senang x leh jwb!!
alahai..alahai..
ak nak berubahhhhhhhh
toloooongggggg..

bayangkan..
soklan psl epithelial tissue pown x leh jwb
patut bunuh diri..
"type of cartilage" pown ak men hentam
alahai cik semoh..
knape dgn kamu nih.??
cane nk jdi doktor nih cik semoh??
matlamat x menghalalkan cara nih!



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