sudah bangun dari tidur

lama sudah aku bermujahadah
aku sedar dari lamunan bodoh
aku akui aku hanyut ketika itu.
kdg2 bodoh pulak ak rse
terlampau memikirkan sesuatu sampai boleh merosakkn diri ak sdiri

aku buta, alpa, hanyut

itu dulu..
i got my own life back
this time i won't messin around
what past is past
my future is more important

skrang ni
ak x nk dengar benda yg menyakitkn hati aku
ak xnk dgr dn ak xnk tahu
ak dh x peduli tu semua..
kau dgn dunia kau, ak dgn dunia aku..
kalo x puas hati..
itu ko punye psl..
yg penting ak bhgie..

ak simple
ko x prasan ak. ak pown x prasan kaw
ko xnk kawan ngan ak. ak pown xnk kwn ngan ko
win win situation
malas nk HIPOKRIT
TERHEGEH-HEGEH
benci hipokrit!!
kalo ak x suke..ak akn kate ak x suke
kalo ak nk sesuatu. ak akn dptkn selagi mne ak mmpu
selagi allah kurniakan ak berjuta-juta sel otot
berjuta-juta adipose tissue..heheh
selagi tu ak x berganjak..

"kau" yg ak mksdkn bukanlah spe2..
sekadar untok menyedapkn entry blog ak jeh..


p/s : terima kasih kepada org yg byk mendorong dn bersabar dgn asma munshi
minta maaf dn jasa kamu semua mmg x terbalas. terima kasih sbb setia dgn ak no matter what.


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