selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin

malam raye sgt haru..
"musafir cinta"(novel pinjam) x abes lagi bce..x leh nih.kene abeskn jgak
nenek ngan mama kompem r tgh cmpete sape pling hebat msk nasi dagang.
bgi aku.mestilah mama menang!
mama is the best cook in de werld.
nenek x brape pndi msk sgt..huhu..tpi mesti r ak syg nenek haku..gile kaw x syg nenek
neway..bkan tu yg ak nk crite sebenrnye..

feel mlm raye ak agk trganggu cket ngan anak buah ak.
ahh.maafkanlah die..die maseh mntah.
bajet speaking mcm ak ni x tawu speaking.
pdhl skolah je bru, gaye mcm dh ade title dr... watdefaggg u all..
salam pown mcm x tundok abes..bajet dh matang sgt..boleh lak tnye ak umor brape.
muke ak ni ade nmpk mcm umor 13 ke?
ya allah..maafknlah die..muke comel lak tuh..smoge allah beri petunjok r kt die..amiiiiiin
tpi die speaking cair r gua ckp!.mcm ak jgak..huahuahua

hepi tapi penat
3 best words to describe my hari raye..
papa tok nazak..hari2 dtg wad bce yassin..esok pown nk bce yassin lgi
nenek pnggil bdak2 hafiz dtg umah bce yassin sme2..
dn sudah smstinya ak, mama, nenek, amat, acap bertungkus lumus
nk sediakn juadah untok majlis esok..
org laen sebuk maen mercun, raye sakan..
fmely ak tahun nih agak simple since my papa tok ngah nazak

ya Allah, ko tempatknlah papa tok di tempt org2 yg beriman. amiin
 (nnti gua crite psl atok gua)

dlm musim raye jgak..ak tgh beradu tenaga
ade sbb knape ak bce "musafir cinta"
ade sbb knape tgn ak gatal nk amek "musafir cinta" sbg bahan bacaan waktu cuti
ekceli..i'm on my battle to get out from my warm cocoon
i was disgusted with myself
i was lost in the midde of no where
i was sooo envy with ma fwenz
i was lost in wonderland
mngkn sbb ak x biase handle prkr baru dlm hidup ak.
x biase
x biase
x biase
x biase

ak x tawu bile kuliah dh start, ak boleh fokus stadi @ x..
kwn2 doakn ak. supaya ak x lost.
x mau lgi dah
x mau!
x mau!
x mau!
x mau!
x mau!

brdosa ngan mama..
seolah-olah ak khianat ngan mama x buat betul2
imagine..
kuiz1 bacteriology ak dpt 50..watdefagggg!..mcm taek tawu x!
kuiz 2 ak tebus balek..70..walaupn mcm taek..at least better dri 50
mid test dpt 70 lebey..pown mcm taek!
org laen boleh A nape ak x leh?
ahhhhhhhhh!!

kali ni..start kuliah 19hb ni...
ak spttnye dh bngkit
disiplin!
ak kene buang prkr yg boleh mnganggu ak untok stadi
ak bkan mcm nih..
ak ske blaja..kalo boleh ak nk blaja smpi ak mati
ak x ske bende yg mganggu ak untok bntu kluarge ak..
ak bkan org senang.
ak bkan anak org berada
ak bkan anak somebody..yg boleh ak habeskn duet bapak gi enjoy ke ape2 ke..
kalo ak x bangkit..memang sah..ak anak x kenang budi!
nauzubillah..
ak dpt teruk bacteriology ari tuh..mmg ak dh pecah amanah dh sbnrnye..
bkan bacte je truk..ruminan productn, anatomy, physio..
yg ok nyeh bhse jerman
duet JPA ak mkn tu halal ke?
nauzubillah..mmg anak bgse keparat kalo x buat betul2..

ape2 pown selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin..
maafkan ak kwn2..ak byk berdosa ngan korang..
especially fara wahida, ayuni, sarah, raihan, syud, kak yus n yana
minta maaf sgt2..


p/s : jgn hipokrit!!..kalau x ske kate x suke!













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