my missing puzzle piece in eidilfitri..

hari lebaran terasa indah..
gagah kakiku melangkah ke masjid bersama adik-adikku..
sebak dadaku mendengar laungan takbir..
terasa panas mataku menahan air mata..
entah mengapa..
syawal kali ini terasa cukup berbeza..
teringat dosa-dosa lalu..
mahukah tuhan ampunkan aku?

teringat tatkala dulu..
perkara-perkara jahil yang aku telah lakukan..
kalau aku mampu mengulang masa..
aku ingin mengubah segalanya..
apakan daya..
sudah takdir ilahi..
supaya aku sedar..
supaya aku lebih matang dalam soal kehidupan

sehabis sudah solat aidilfitri...
aku perhatikan sekelilingku..
ramainya manusia ingin meminta barakah mu ya ilahi..
terasa angin yang meniup khabar gembira ke perkarangan masjid ini..
ingin memberitahu..
masih ada hari esok..
untuk menjadi yang terbaik..
untuk menebus segala dosa dan noda..

p/s : mama, doakan akak supaya akak selamat di bumi Kelantan nih..

Comments

Afiq Sazwan said…
All the best cik semoh!haha
September 6, 2011 at 9:27 PM
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