semester 4 has just finished and i'm like freaking sh*t..i dunno what to do for this 1 month holiday period..i noticed about a few changes i've been thru for the couple of months..i weep a lot..i study less..i date more..i put on soo much weight now dat i'm scared if i would turn obesity..nauzubillah k.. n now the final exam is over, hopefully everything will be ok but i know deep inside i didn't perform well like i was in the first year..i was soo enthusiastic in stdying till no body can stop me from bugging.. my wishes for next year or specifically new semester 5..i need to focus more on stdying since subjek gile bapak susah tahun depan..n i dun wanna see dr. rahman's face anymore asking me "why u didn't perform?" bla bla bla..i'm exhausted..ape2 pown ak redha dgn result exam yg akn kluar nnti..i did my very best n let Allah do the rest.. p/s : turon 2 kilo dah!!!..heheh x nk mkn junk food lgi dah..no extra fat!!!
2 weeks in UMK. i gained 2 kilos.. gile bapak menyirap darah haku! dh la punye susah nk tuwon. naik punyelah senang anyway... * * * classmate haku tibe2 dtg bilik ak "semoh knape ko terer sgt?" * * * kmbang kowt punggong ak! knape die ckp camtu??? ak rasa bangga dgn diri aku. rupanya.. bru ak sedar ak ni sebenarnya berguna.. p/s : nervous dudok UMK nih..every second is like a bomb ticking lah.. persaingan sengit antare bdak vet.
in frenship..i don't need an appreciation.. aku x nak hadiah pown dari korang coz i got everything ak cume nk korang INGAT ak..that's all.. just text me a message saying that "asma!..ak rindu kaw!" means a whole lot to me that's all..nothing more n nothing less.. aku cume nk korang ingat..that shows me i'm exist in front of u guys.. that's all.. in friendship.. ak benci bile ak dh berkorban byk benda..die x ingt pn jase ak.. boleh lgi die kate.."i dun need anyone else..coz i can be on my own" dlm hati ak cume bermonolog "f**k u!..i helped u a lot..u didn't see me!" sedangkan org yg jauh dari aku ingt aku..how come yg ade di depan mata x boleh ingt?.baik lelaki mahupun perempuan, sama saja..ak x rase susah pown bile tlong org sbb ak ikhlas..but once i've considered u as a friend, u just can't forget about me. ALL I WANT IS JUST NOT TO FORGET ABOUT ME! bcoz to me friendship is everything.they r wrong if they th...
Comments