semester 4 has just finished and i'm like freaking sh*t..i dunno what to do for this 1 month holiday period..i noticed about a few changes i've been thru for the couple of months..i weep a lot..i study less..i date more..i put on soo much weight now dat i'm scared if i would turn obesity..nauzubillah k.. n now the final exam is over, hopefully everything will be ok but i know deep inside i didn't perform well like i was in the first year..i was soo enthusiastic in stdying till no body can stop me from bugging.. my wishes for next year or specifically new semester 5..i need to focus more on stdying since subjek gile bapak susah tahun depan..n i dun wanna see dr. rahman's face anymore asking me "why u didn't perform?" bla bla bla..i'm exhausted..ape2 pown ak redha dgn result exam yg akn kluar nnti..i did my very best n let Allah do the rest.. p/s : turon 2 kilo dah!!!..heheh x nk mkn junk food lgi dah..no extra fat!!!
ayo!..byknye mslh.. it keeps comin n comin after one another... ayo!...byknye mslh... i got a fren.. she got dump.. why? i still dunno.. ayo!..now i know.. coz i spent a lot of times with her lately.. now i know.. patience is not the only key... ayo!..my pal said.. just take a space... how? i still dunno... ayo!..now i noe! i avoided her.. but pitiness came... gosh! i hate dat feeling... now?.. i'm puzzled.. what am i suppose to do?
2 weeks in UMK. i gained 2 kilos.. gile bapak menyirap darah haku! dh la punye susah nk tuwon. naik punyelah senang anyway... * * * classmate haku tibe2 dtg bilik ak "semoh knape ko terer sgt?" * * * kmbang kowt punggong ak! knape die ckp camtu??? ak rasa bangga dgn diri aku. rupanya.. bru ak sedar ak ni sebenarnya berguna.. p/s : nervous dudok UMK nih..every second is like a bomb ticking lah.. persaingan sengit antare bdak vet.
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