Dr. Asma Munshi

fully satisfied. there, i said it. it has been a quite rough week for me but Alhamdulillah everything went on great. Lately, i have been thinking a lot about "forgive and forget". when you know that you already have some issue with someone. and you feel like you want to give a big punch on his or her face. But eventually you just don't do that because you know it's just wrong. you know that kind of act won't get you any better. Worse, it will make your life more miserable. So, i decided to slow down a little bit and ponder and ask Allah "where did I go wrong?" "what i've done to myself till it hurts so bad?" "why did i do this to myself?". As for me, like any other girl on earth, i always talk about my feelings to my mother to seek an opinion and advice. As time goes on, all i need to do is just to forgive and forget. because we are human and we make mistakes. All we have just to do is pray to Allah that everything will be ok,...

After a week of volunteer work with Dr. Mokhtar we decided to have a picnic in Bukit Kluang. we woke up at 5.30 am just to fry the French fries, Erni cooked some nasi goreng, Ain made some tuna sandwich while intan made some "telur dadar"..haha..what a team! we didn't have to go far for holiday..Besut is just the best place for our tiny budget. many people love to come here because of the b-e-a-u-t-i-full scenery of whale-shape island and it's one of the most safest hill people can hike.. we hiked Bukit Kluang successfully!..(we're the champion!!..haha..we should have put some flag here..) the weather was perfect. i just love the sunshine rays throughout Besut district in Terengganu. eventhough some of us had a short of breath during hiking, it was worth it because we did it together..we laughed a lot and throw a lot of jokes while hiking. we had a blast! look! the whale-shape island! (the view from the top of the hill) this is soo b-e-a-u-t-i-full!! (another...

cantekkan gamba nih..insyaAllah suatu hari nanti. i just watched Ombak Rindu just now..i know it's so yesterday but i can't help watching it. the moral of the story is..if you love someone you will have to sacrifice everything so that the one that you love can live happily lillahita'ala..we can hardly choose the right path for ourselves ..sometimes we hate doing something that we don't even like doing..but Allah knows best..He put us in that kind of situation to test us how much we stand on His track..how much we have faith in Him..He wanted to hear our du'a (prayer) or  moaning to Him so that He can grant our wishes. He put us in an adverse situation so that he can see how much we can stand to be patient because He will not test us unless we are capable to endure hardship. lesson no 2..do not seek love from a person that doesn't love you at all..please my dear..go find yourselves your own happiness..it's out there..n just be ready and prepared..because ...

I know it's February now but it's not too late to tell you guys about my new year's resolution. The new 6th semester has just started and i didn't make much preparation yet. there are so many things that i have to do but still.. i procrastinated all of them. *sucks!* Maybe i need to relax a bit more and not to think too much about what i want to do but just keep doing things that i already do now. The final exam's result has just released and Alhamdulillah all the hard works payed off. Thanks to Dr. Azam, Dr. Mokhtar, Dr. Rahman,Prof Mirza, Dr. Sanley, Dr. Seng, Prof Aung, Prof Imad and Dr. Erki..you guys rocks!!..hehe..and this success is sort of like a gift to my mother Siti Hawa Fauziah binti Ismail. She had been praying a lot for me and adik-adik. Love you mama!!! Anyway, passing the exam is not the end of everything but it's a beginning of everything. Next time, i have to be more istiqamah so that all the "cacamarba" that i've made in my lif...

cuti dah pun nak habis..assignment mcm biase tetap melambak..tapi aku x kesah semua tu.jnji ak dapat rehat dan duduk jauh dari kesibukan hari ak kat UMK..aidiladha baru je lepas..niat nk gi smayang raye kt surau bwh terbantut...bile pegi tengok..sorang manusia pn xdek kt surau tuh..agaknye semua pegi masjid kot..ak ngan adek ak pn patah balek semula kt umah..bantai makan pulut kuning mak ak..haha.. tulah..bile fikir balek..Qurban ni..x semestinya pasal qurban daging lembu je..istilah qurban sgt2 relatif dan mendalam mksdnye..contoh terdekat mcm mak ak..sepanjang die hidup..die dh byk berkorban..berkorban cinta..suami dn anak2..x mungkin ak boleh jdi setabah mak ak..tapi..ak tetap nk cuba "implement"kn sifat tabah tu dlm diri ak jugak.. ak yakin semua org pun mcm tu..semua org mesti kena berkorban untuk mendapatkn maksud yg tertentu (harap2 mksd itu mksd yg baeklah..)..contohnye..sanggup tido lmbt nk siapkn assignmnet..sanggup x nk mkn KFC sbab nk kurangkn berat bdn..sanggup...

it has been 3 weeks now in the newly third year and i'm still gasping for air..i'm still choosing the right path for being better and better..speaking about the external exam, alhamdulillah..i got average..not that high and not that low..just average..still..a lot of new subjects we had learnt such as clinical microbiology ( it's my fav!..dr. mokhtar bes and i always enjoy discussing case study), veterinary medicine,pathology ( i could feel in my gut that prof. imad is seriously head over heel in teaching us..) surgery I, Deutsch III..( the class that i enjoyed the most coz it's a low pressure subject..haha..i always learn to mimick to speak like a real German..who knows i might gonna work there?..amiin..).. P/S: i'm just a sinner saved by grace

hari lebaran terasa indah.. gagah kakiku melangkah ke masjid bersama adik-adikku.. sebak dadaku mendengar laungan takbir.. terasa panas mataku menahan air mata.. entah mengapa.. syawal kali ini terasa cukup berbeza.. teringat dosa-dosa lalu.. mahukah tuhan ampunkan aku? teringat tatkala dulu.. perkara-perkara jahil yang aku telah lakukan.. kalau aku mampu mengulang masa.. aku ingin mengubah segalanya.. apakan daya.. sudah takdir ilahi.. supaya aku sedar.. supaya aku lebih matang dalam soal kehidupan sehabis sudah solat aidilfitri... aku perhatikan sekelilingku.. ramainya manusia ingin meminta barakah mu ya ilahi.. terasa angin yang meniup khabar gembira ke perkarangan masjid ini.. ingin memberitahu.. masih ada hari esok.. untuk menjadi yang terbaik.. untuk menebus segala dosa dan noda.. p/s : mama, doakan akak supaya akak selamat di bumi Kelantan nih..